something for you

the world is dark my heart is cold but when you come it turns to gold
you were there in my time of need never far from me
but now its changed youve moved on coz its time for you
and im left with memories which will never leave my heart
every smile every laugh always fill ed my heart with hope
anyone could say it was gunna be ok but i wouldnt believe it
till i heard it from when you spoke of dreams and what i could do
i really believed i had a chance if i had a frown it wouldnt be there
long you would make sure it was gone you taught me to stand and fight
and not to run and how to make a decsion on my own but everyone needs
someone to run to but if your gone who do i run to? of course theres my parents but
would they drop everything for me?? half the time i dont think they know im really there
and would they stand up in front of a full staff room and yell out im ur daughter to all the teachers?? your the only one could tell me you loved me just by lookin at me you always filled my heart on the darkest of days and ill never ever forget you, you will always be in my heart!!!!! i luv you calo and i miss you so much



now i see you now i dont thats what i put on the note just so
people around me can see how much you mean to me!!!!!!!!
luv ya calo

deadly stuff

I LOVE IKE SOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH 4 EVA AND ALWAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE ALL MY GALS 4 EVA AND LONGER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jodi,maz,emelie,emily,belinda,katie,tara,olivia,moe,stacey,emma,ash,
IN LOVE MY BOY BUDDIES 4 EVA!!!!
ike,brandon,saul,julz

bye calo

hey hey ppl wats been happening OMG 2 weeks till calo leaves argh :-( im gunna cry we made a dvd and were decorating the big notice board outside his office wit pics and memories of stuff we done in the time we have been wit him!!!!! if anyone has an idea of how to get over losing a really really close friend by all means please tell me i need to get over it coz it feels like im losing a dad!! i know u galz will stick wit me thats why i love yous so much xoxox anyway what have yas all got planned 4 the hols?? me just fun fun armidale :)

deadly

well this week i didnt go 2 tafe coz skool photos!! argh shame!! lol we had jodis party on friday night that was so deadly ashybum done fire twirling 4 us it was so sexc good job ashy lol luv ya xoxo this weekend im goin 2 sams party so that will be heaps deadly!! we were knocked out the skools basketball comp on wed by tamworth damn u tamworth lol!! does anyone agree the new complex in armidale is gay?? luvs ya all so much xoxo nic xoxo!!

i luv my gals so much!!!

school was so scary this week god teachers are gettin my nerves lol!! OMG 3 weeks and 3 days till calo leavs argh wat am i gunna do argh :'( !!! the group of gals at tafe really helped me out wit calo it was really good to have a sholuder to cry on thanx tara,maz n jodi luv ya heaps!!! the show yay PARTYIN hard lol!!
luvs ya all xoxoxo nic xoxoxo

tafe iz mi family xoxo

omg tafe wat an experiance!!! the gals here are so awsome there like a family and kris is the mother argh poor kris lol!! we do a little group chat at the start of the day which is really good coz u have someone to talk 2!!! no one judges you and its a really great way to end a hectic week!! and you can wind down be for partyin on the weekend lol!!! im glad i can have a second change unlike usual
luv u gals so much xoxoxo mwa